Elchin Safarli. “When I return, be at home”
The books of this writer tell about human experiences, comprehensive and deep. Readers call him "the doctor women's showers». Elchin Safarli- the most sincere writer of the East. In his books you can find yourself, your feelings and experiences that every person faces every day. This article tells about one of the last books of the author - "When I return, be at home": reader reviews, plot and main characters.
A little about the author
Elchin was born in Baku in March 1984. He began publishing at the age of twelve in youth newspapers, writing stories right at school in the classroom. Four years later, he began working in various media. He studied at the International University of Azerbaijan at the Faculty of Journalism. He managed to try his hand at television, collaborated with Azerbaijani and Turkish channels. For a long time Elchin lived in Istanbul, which could not but affect his work. In the first books that made him famous author, the action took place in this city. Elchin is called "the second Orhan Pamuk". Pamuk himself says that "Safarli's books make him confident that Eastern literature has a future."
Debut novel
Safarli is the first writer of the East who writes in Russian. Debut book " sweet salt Bosporus” was released in 2008, and in 2010 it entered the top 100 popular books Moscow. The writer says that he created his book when he worked in construction company. The only joyful experience at that time was meeting with the pages of his book. Colleagues left for lunch, and Elchin, having a snack with an apple, continued to write his Istanbul story. He writes in different places. For example, he can sketch an essay right on the ferry across the Bosphorus. But more often he writes at home, in silence. Muse is a changeable and impermanent substance. It is impossible to rely on it, therefore Elchin believes that there are only two ways that will lead to success - this is skill and work. The book "When I return, be at home", the characters of which win over the reader, I want to read without stopping.
Creativity of the writer
In the same year 2008, A new book, "There without back". A year later, Safarli presented his new work - "I'll be back." In 2010, three books were published at once: "A Thousand and Two Nights", "They Promised Me", "No Memories Without You". In 2012, Elchin delighted his fans with new works: “If you knew”, “Legends of the Bosphorus” and “When I am without you”. In 2013, the sensational book "Recipes for Happiness" was published. In this book, the writer not only told wonderful story about love, but also shared with readers wonderful recipes for oriental cuisine. In the book "When I return, be at home" the reader is also waiting for smells fragrant pastries and the atmosphere of the winter ocean. In the very first lines, the reader will find himself in a house that "smells like rooibos" and "biscuits with raspberry jam." And one of the heroes of the book works in a bakery where they bake bread "with dried vegetables, olives and figs."
Last works
In 2015, the book "I want to go home" is published, the warm and romantic "Tell me about the sea" - in 2016. From Safarli's books you understand how sincerely he loves Istanbul and the sea. He beautifully describes both the city and the water. When you read his books, it seems that you see the friendly lights of the city or hear the waves splashing. The author describes them so skillfully that you feel a light breeze, you feel how the air is filled with the aroma of coffee, fruits and pastries. But Safarli's books attract readers not only with the smell of sweets. They contain a lot of love and kindness, wise advice and quotes. "When I return, be at home", published in 2017, is also filled with the wisdom of a man who lived great life and who has seen a lot in his lifetime. The author himself says that he likes the ideas behind the history of the last two books.
What are his books about?
It is not surprising that in Safarli's books Behind every story is a real truth. In an interview, he was asked what he likes to write about. He replied that it was about people, about simple things that surround and disturb everyone. Wants to talk about what inspires, not depresses. About the beauty of life. That waiting for "the perfect time is pointless." You have to enjoy life right now. Safarli says that he is devastated by injustice and when a person does not live his own life. When the main thing for him becomes - to be right in the eyes of neighbors, relatives, colleagues. And this absurdity - to depend on public opinion- becomes catastrophic. It is not right.
“You need to let happiness into your life,” the writer says. “Happiness is gratitude for what you already have. Happiness is giving. But this does not mean that you have to deprive yourself of something. No. You just have to share. Share what you have - understanding, love, a delicious meal, happiness, skill. And Safrali shares. Readers write in the reviews: "When I return, be at home" - this is a story that Elchin touches his very heart, penetrating into the most remote corners of the soul and revealing kindness and love in a person. I also want to get up and run to the kitchen to bake sunny buns, because the book is full delicious recipes.
As writes
The writer says that in his books he is sincere and conveys the feelings and impressions that he experienced at a certain moment in his life. What I felt, I wrote. It's not hard because Elchin lives life ordinary person- goes to the market, walks along the embankment, communicates with people, rides the subway and even bakes pies.
“They say my stories inspire people. There can be no better praise for a writer,” he says. “We are given to live life with or without love. There are such states and moments that you don’t want to see anyone, let alone love. But one day you wake up and you realize that you've burned out. Everything is gone. This is life."
This is what Elchin Safarli writes about in his latest book.
"When I return, be at home"
Briefly, this book can be said as follows:
“This is the story of a father and daughter. Together they bake bread, clear the deck of the ship from snow, read books, walk the dog, listen to Dylan and, despite the blizzards outside, learn to live.
What is actually told in the book, published about four months ago, but has already collected several thousand reader reviews and, according to Google polls, liked by 91% of users? Of course, Google is silent about exactly how many users left their review. But one thing is important, that more than ninety percent of the readers who shared their opinion came to one conclusion: the book is worth reading. Therefore, we dwell on it in more detail.
How the book was written
The story is told from the perspective of the protagonist - he writes letters to his only daughter. Authors often resort to this genre. "When I return, be at home" is written in the form of letters. For a better perception by readers of the heroes of the work, for a deeper psychological characterization of the characters, writers often use this technique. In this case, letters are the compositional basis of the entire work. They draw portraits of heroes, here the narrator writes about his own observations, feelings, conversations and disputes with friends, which allows the reader to perceive the hero from different angles. And perhaps the most important thing for which this method of writing was chosen is to allow the reader to understand the depth of feelings of the protagonist, fatherly love and the pain of loss - a person will not be hypocritical in front of himself, and his own statements are most often closer to the truth and more accurately.
In every line, his daughter is next to him - he shares recipes with her, talks about new acquaintances and friends, about a house on the ocean in the City of Eternal Winter. It would be too easy to say that in the letters he talks to her about life, shares his thoughts and experiences. In fact, his letters, contained in a small book "When I return, be at home", are deep and bottomless in their content. They talk about limitless parental love, about the bitterness of loss, about finding ways and strength to overcome grief. Unable to accept the death of his beloved daughter and come to terms with her absence, he writes letters to her.
Life is happiness
Hans - main character works, on his behalf and the narration is conducted. He cannot come to terms with the death of his only daughter and writes letters to her. The first begins with a description of the new city he and his wife moved to after they lost Dosta, the City of Eternal Winter. He reports that it is winter here all year round, in these November days “the ocean recedes”, “biting cold wind does not release from captivity. The hero of Elchin Safarli’s book “When I return, be at home” tells his daughter that he hardly goes out, sits in a house that smells of linden tea brewed with dried orange peel and cookies with raspberry jam, which their daughter loved so much. They put her portion in the closet in case Dostu, like in childhood, runs into the kitchen for lemonade and cookies.
Hans works in a bakery not far from home, he and his companion bake bread. He writes to his daughter that baking bread is "a feat of hard work and patience". But he does not imagine himself without this case. Hans shares in a letter the recipes they use to bake bread. She and her companion Amir have long wanted to bake and simits are a favorite delicacy for coffee. Hans travels to Istanbul, where he lives for a few days and learns how to bake simita. But the value of his letters lies not in the wonderful recipes, but in the wisdom that he shares with his daughter. Telling her, “Life is a journey. Enjoy,” he forces himself to live. This is what the whole plot is based on. “When I return, be at home” is a story about happiness, it is in your beloved city where you live, in the eyes of your loved one, in your favorite business, and even in the cry of seagulls.
Life is love
Maria is Dostu's mother. Hans, the protagonist of the book When I Come Back, Be Home, remembers how he met her. Mary is five years older than him. She worked in a library and was married. But he knew at a glance that the girl with brown hair would certainly become his wife. For four years he came every day to the library, because the "deep certainty" that they would be together "swept away all doubts." Maria often cries over a photograph of her daughter, this loss was very difficult for her. She left home and lived alone for almost a year and a half to be alone with her grief, to get sick.
The pain did not go away, the attitude towards it changed. It's just that she now occupies a smaller space, making room for what Mary never left - the desire to love. Maria will love the son of family friends - Leon with all her heart. After the death of his parents, he and Hans will take the boy to their place. The chapter with the title "It's wonderful to love a living person" is even in the content. “When I return, be at home” is a story about love, about how important it is for a person to be loved, live brightly and enjoy those who are near.
Life is those who are near
From Hans' letters, the reader not only learns about his feelings or finds new recipes, but also gets to know his new friends: Amir, Umid, Jean, Daria, Leon.
Amir is Hans' companion and they work together at the bakery. Amir younger than Hans for twenty-six years, a surprisingly calm and balanced person. In his homeland the seventh year there is a war. From her, he took the family to the City of Eternal Winter. Amir wakes up at half past five in the morning, makes coffee - always with cardamom, prepares breakfast for his family and goes to the bakery. He plays the guitar in the afternoon, and in the evening, after returning home, he has dinner - the first must be red lentil soup. Read books to children and go to bed. Tomorrow everything repeats itself. Hans finds this predictability boring. But Amir is happy - he lives in harmony with himself, enjoys the love of what he built.
The work "When I return, be at home" introduces another interesting hero- Umid - a rebel boy. Born and raised in the City of Eternal Winter, he worked in the same bakery with Hans - he delivered pastries from house to house. He studied at a Catholic school and wanted to become a priest. The guy's parents are philologists, he reads a lot. He left the City of Eternal Winter. Now he lives in Istanbul and works in a bakery where they bake amazing simits. Married to the daughter of an Idaho farmer. They often argue with his wife, an impulsive and jealous American, because Umid grew up in a slightly different environment, where his parents speak in a whisper and listen to Tchaikovsky in the evenings. But they don't last long. Young people immediately reconcile. Umid is a sympathetic guy. When Hans is gone, he will take care of Maria and Leon and help them move to Istanbul.
“The reason for disappointment,” writes Hans in a letter, “is that the person is not in the present. He is busy waiting or remembering. People drive themselves into loneliness at the very moment when they stop sharing warmth.
Many readers write in their reviews: “When I return, be at home” is a story about losses and gains that accompany a person all his life.
Life is caring for the happiness of others
Jean is a family friend, a psychologist. Maria and Hans met him at the shelter when they took away the dog - Mars, and Jean - the cat. When he was little, his parents died in a car accident, Jean was raised by his grandmother, from whom he learned how to cook wonderful onion soup. On the days when he cooks it, Jean invites friends and remembers his grandmother. He introduced them to his fiancee Daria, who has a son, Leon. His father immediately left the family after the birth of his son, having learned that Leon was autistic. One day, leaving Leon with Maria and Hans, Jean and Daria will go on a journey from which they will not return.
Hans and Maria will keep the boy and call him son. This moment will touch the hearts of many readers, which they will write about in their reviews. “When I return, be at home” is a book that teaches you to share your warmth with others. Hans writes touchingly about the boy Leon, about his illness. He tells his daughter that the boy loves to mess around with dough and helps them in the bakery. Dost admits that he is re-experiencing his father's feelings.
“Those who we need and whom we will soon love will surely knock on our door. Let's throw open the curtains towards the sun, bake apple raisin cookies, talk to each other and tell new stories - this will be salvation.
In the annotation to "When I return, be at home" it is written that no one dies, those who loved each other during their lifetime will definitely meet. And neither the name nor the nationality matter - love binds forever.
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About the book "When I return, be at home" by Elchin Safarli
Have you ever thought that men write best about love? Everything in life seems different. The man is more restrained, less emotional. But if he is a writer, then these "laws" do not work here. Elchin Safarli confirms this. No wonder some fans of his work believe that he is a philosopher who knows a little more than we do. He talks about simple themes, but as if we are looking at all this from different angles. With his work, he makes you see something special in this life, appreciate every moment, love, love ...
The book "When I return, be at home" tells everything. This is a story about Hans, Maria and their daughter Dosta. It seems to be usual life that many of us live. But here the father shares his thoughts with his daughter through letters ... Paper letters, about which modern generation Probably doesn't even suspect.
This book is about the bitterness of loss - the loss of a loved one. Hans and Maria have lost their daughter, but each of them copes with grief in their own way. A man writes letters to his daughter that will never reach the addressee. If you decide to read this work, get ready for the fact that you will not be able to cope with emotions in any way. It is simply impossible not to cry from how subtly and emotionally Elchin Safarli perceives the world, and what a person must have talent to transfer all this to paper. You are amazed, but immediately there is an inspiration to live, create, appreciate, love ... With all your heart!
In his letters, the hero talks about what happened in the past, his memories, which are firmly planted in his memory. After all, it is from these grains that our whole life consists.
Perhaps we begin to realize this when we lose something - something that will never come back to us. But we have memories.
And in the book "When I return, be at home" there is Beautiful music and the smell of the ocean. Just an indescribable feeling. It’s as if you are flying away to another world, where everything stopped with the tragedy of one family, but still continues to beat against the shore, like waves ...
It is difficult to find an author who could touch the strings of your soul, find those points that would finally make you wake up and understand that the priorities are mostly set incorrectly. This is not what we value in life - material goods will not make a person happy. Love is the force that drives all processes on the planet.
Everyone should read Elchin Safarli's book. This is a story about love, about pain, about the sea, about the smell of fresh pastries. There is life in every word. Perhaps the book will even force you to change something in your life, so that one day you won’t be left with only letters with thoughts never said from happiness ...
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The books of this writer tell about human experiences, comprehensive and deep. Readers call him "the doctor of women's souls."
Elchin Safarli is the most sincere writer of the East.
In his books you can find yourself, your feelings and experiences that every person faces every day. This article talks about one of the last books of the author - "When I return, be at home": reader reviews, plot and main characters.
A little about the author
Elchin was born in Baku in March 1984. He began publishing at the age of twelve in youth newspapers, writing stories right at school in the classroom. Four years later, he began working in various media. He studied at the International University of Azerbaijan at the Faculty of Journalism. He managed to try his hand at television, collaborated with Azerbaijani and Turkish channels. For a long time Elchin lived in Istanbul, which could not but affect his work. In the first books that made him a famous author, the action took place in this city. Elchin is called "the second Orhan Pamuk". Pamuk himself says that "Safarli's books make him confident that Eastern literature has a future."
Debut novel
Safarli is the first writer of the East who writes in Russian. The debut book "Sweet Salt of the Bosporus" was published in 2008, and in 2010 it entered the top 100 most popular books in Moscow. The writer says that he created his book when he worked for a construction company. The only joyful experience at that time was meeting with the pages of his book. Colleagues left for lunch, and Elchin, having a snack with an apple, continued to write his Istanbul story. He writes in different places. For example, he can sketch an essay right on the ferry across the Bosphorus. But more often he writes at home, in silence. Muse is a changeable and impermanent substance. You can’t rely on it, so Elchin believes that there are only two ways that will lead to success - this is skill and work. The book “When I return, be at home”, the characters of which win over the reader, I want to read without stopping.
Creativity of the writer
In the same 2008, a new book was published, "There Without Back". A year later, Safarli presented his new work - "I'll be back." In 2010, three books were published at once: "A Thousand and Two Nights", "They Promised Me", "No Memories Without You". In 2012, Elchin delighted his fans with new works: “If you knew”, “Legends of the Bosphorus” and “When I am without you”. In 2013, the sensational book "Recipes for Happiness" was published. In this book, the writer not only told a wonderful love story, but also shared with readers wonderful recipes for oriental cuisine. In the book "When I return, be at home" the reader is also waiting for the smell of fragrant pastries and the atmosphere of the winter ocean. In the very first lines, the reader will find himself in a house that "smells like rooibos" and "biscuits with raspberry jam." And one of the heroes of the book works in a bakery where they bake bread "with dried vegetables, olives and figs."
Last works
In 2015, the book "I want to go home" is published, the warm and romantic "Tell me about the sea" - in 2016. From Safarli's books you understand how sincerely he loves Istanbul and the sea. He beautifully describes both the city and the water. When you read his books, it seems that you see the friendly lights of the city or hear the waves splashing. The author describes them so skillfully that you feel a light breeze, you feel how the air is filled with the aroma of coffee, fruits and pastries. But Safarli's books attract readers not only with the smell of sweets. They contain a lot of love and kindness, wise advice and quotes. “When I return, be at home”, published in 2017, is also filled with the wisdom of a man who has lived a long life and has seen a lot in his lifetime. The author himself says that he likes the ideas behind the history of the last two books.
What are his books about?
It is not surprising that in the books of Safarli, the real truth is hidden behind each story. In an interview, he was asked what he likes to write about. He replied that it was about people, about simple things that surround and disturb everyone. Wants to talk about what inspires, not depresses. About the beauty of life. That waiting for "the perfect time is pointless." You have to enjoy life right now. Safarli says that he is devastated by injustice and when a person does not live his own life. When the main thing for him becomes - to be right in the eyes of neighbors, relatives, colleagues. And this absurdity - to depend on public opinion - is acquiring catastrophic proportions. It is not right.
“You need to let happiness into your life,” the writer says. “Happiness is gratitude for what you already have. Happiness is giving. But this does not mean that you have to deprive yourself of something. No. You just have to share. Share what you have - understanding, love, a delicious meal, happiness, skill. And Safrali shares. Readers write in the reviews: "When I return, be at home" - this is a story that Elchin touches his very heart, penetrating into the most remote corners of the soul and discovering kindness and love in a person. And I also want to get up and run to the kitchen to bake sunny buns, because the book is full of delicious recipes.
As writes
The writer says that in his books he is sincere and conveys the feelings and impressions that he experienced at a certain moment in his life. What I felt, I wrote. This is not difficult, because Elchin lives the life of an ordinary person - he goes to the market, walks along the embankment, communicates with people, rides the subway and even bakes pies.
“They say my stories inspire people. There can be no better praise for a writer,” he says. “We are given to live life with or without love. There are such states and moments that you don’t want to see anyone, let alone love. But one day you wake up and you realize that you've burned out. Everything is gone. This is life."
This is what Elchin Safarli writes about in his latest book.
"When I return, be at home"
Briefly, this book can be said as follows:
“This is the story of a father and daughter. Together they bake bread, clear the deck of the ship from snow, read books, walk the dog, listen to Dylan and, despite the blizzards outside, learn to live.
What is actually about a book that was published about four months ago, but has already collected several thousand reader reviews and, according to Google polls, liked by 91% of users? Of course, Google is silent about exactly how many users left their review. But one thing is important, that more than ninety percent of the readers who shared their opinion came to one conclusion: the book is worth reading. Therefore, we dwell on it in more detail.
How the book was written
The story is told from the perspective of the protagonist – he writes letters to his only daughter. Authors often resort to this genre. "When I return, be at home" is written in the form of letters. For a better perception by readers of the heroes of the work, for a deeper psychological characterization of the characters, writers often use this technique. In this case, letters are the compositional basis of the entire work. They draw portraits of heroes, here the narrator writes about his own observations, feelings, conversations and disputes with friends, which allows the reader to perceive the hero from different angles. And perhaps the most important thing for which this method of writing was chosen is to allow the reader to understand the depth of feelings of the protagonist, fatherly love and the pain of loss - a person will not be hypocritical in front of himself, and his own statements are most often closer to the truth and more accurately.
In every line, his daughter is next to him - he shares recipes with her, talks about new acquaintances and friends, about a house on the ocean in the City of Eternal Winter. It would be too easy to say that in the letters he talks to her about life, shares his thoughts and experiences. In fact, his letters, contained in a small book "When I return, be at home", are deep and bottomless in their content. They talk about boundless parental love, about the bitterness of loss, about finding ways and strength to overcome grief. Unable to accept the death of his beloved daughter and come to terms with her absence, he writes letters to her.
Life is happiness
Hans is the main character of the work, and the story is told from his face. He cannot come to terms with the death of his only daughter and writes letters to her. The first begins with a description of the new city he and his wife moved to after they lost Dosta, the City of Eternal Winter. He reports that it is winter here all year round, in these November days "the ocean recedes", "a sharp cold wind does not release from captivity." The hero of Elchin Safarli’s book “When I return, be at home” tells his daughter that he hardly goes out, sits in a house that smells of linden tea brewed with dried orange peel and cookies with raspberry jam, which their daughter loved so much. They put her portion in the closet in case Dostu, like in childhood, runs into the kitchen for lemonade and cookies.
Hans works in a bakery not far from home, he and his companion bake bread. He writes to his daughter that baking bread is "a feat of diligence and patience." But he does not imagine himself without this case. Hans shares in a letter the recipes they use to bake bread. She and her companion Amir have long wanted to bake and simits - a favorite delicacy for coffee. Hans travels to Istanbul, where he lives for a few days and learns how to bake simita. But the value of his letters lies not in the wonderful recipes, but in the wisdom that he shares with his daughter. Telling her, “Life is a journey. Enjoy,” he forces himself to live. This is what the whole plot is based on. “When I return, be at home” is a story about happiness, it is in your favorite city where you live, in the eyes of your loved one, in your favorite business, and even in the cry of seagulls.
Life is love
Maria is Dostu's mother. Hans, the protagonist of the book When I Come Back, Be Home, remembers how he met her. Mary is five years older than him. She worked in a library and was married. But he knew at a glance that the girl with brown hair would certainly become his wife. For four years he came every day to the library, because the "deep certainty" that they would be together "swept away all doubts." Maria often cries over a photograph of her daughter, this loss was very difficult for her. She left home and lived alone for almost a year and a half to be alone with her grief, to get sick.
The pain did not go away, the attitude towards it changed. It's just that she now occupies less space, making room for what Mary never left - the desire to love. Maria will love the son of family friends, Leon, with all her heart. After the death of his parents, he and Hans will take the boy to their place. The chapter with the title "It's wonderful to love a living person" is even in the content. “When I return, be at home” is a story about love, about how important it is for a person to be loved, live brightly and enjoy those who are near.
Life is those who are near
From Hans' letters, the reader not only learns about his feelings or finds new recipes, but also gets to know his new friends: Amir, Umid, Jean, Daria, Leon.
Amir is Hans' partner and they work together in the bakery. Amir is twenty-six years younger than Hans, a surprisingly calm and balanced person. In his homeland, the war has been going on for the seventh year. From her, he took the family to the City of Eternal Winter. Amir wakes up at half past five in the morning, brews coffee - always with cardamom, prepares breakfast for his family and goes to the bakery. He plays the guitar in the afternoon, and in the evening, after returning home, he has dinner - the first must be red lentil soup. Read books to children and go to bed. Tomorrow everything repeats itself. Hans finds this predictability boring. But Amir is happy - he lives in harmony with himself, enjoys the love of what he built.
The work "When I return, be at home" introduces another interesting character - Umid - a rebel boy. Born and raised in the City of Eternal Winter, he worked in the same bakery with Hans, delivering pastries from house to house. He studied at a Catholic school and wanted to become a priest. The guy's parents are philologists, he reads a lot. He left the City of Eternal Winter. Now he lives in Istanbul and works in a bakery where they bake amazing simits. Married to the daughter of an Idaho farmer. They often argue with his wife, an impulsive and jealous American, because Umid grew up in a slightly different environment, where his parents speak in a whisper and listen to Tchaikovsky in the evenings. But they don't last long. Young people immediately reconcile. Umid is a sympathetic guy. When Hans is gone, he will take care of Maria and Leon and help them move to Istanbul.
“The reason for disappointment,” writes Hans in a letter, “is that the person is not in the present. He is busy waiting or remembering. People drive themselves into loneliness at the very moment when they stop sharing warmth.
Many readers write in their reviews: “When I return, be at home” is a story about losses and gains that accompany a person all his life.
Life is caring for the happiness of others
Jean is a family friend, a psychologist. Maria and Hans met him at the shelter when they took away the dog - Mars, and Jean - the cat. When he was little, his parents died in a car accident, Jean was raised by his grandmother, from whom he learned how to cook wonderful onion soup. On the days when he cooks it, Jean invites friends and remembers his grandmother. He introduced them to his fiancee Daria, who has a son, Leon. His father left the family immediately after the birth of his son, having learned that Leon was autistic. One day, leaving Leon with Maria and Hans, Jean and Daria will go on a journey from which they will not return.
Hans and Maria will keep the boy and call him son. This moment will touch the hearts of many readers, which they will write about in their reviews. “When I return, be at home” is a book that teaches you to share your warmth with others. Hans writes touchingly about the boy Leon, about his illness. He tells his daughter that the boy loves to mess around with dough and helps them in the bakery. Dost admits that he is re-experiencing his father's feelings.
“Those who we need and whom we will soon love will surely knock on our door. Let's throw open the curtains towards the sun, bake apple raisin cookies, talk to each other and tell new stories - this will be salvation.
In the annotation to "When I return, be at home" it is written that no one dies, those who loved each other during their lifetime will definitely meet. And neither the name nor the nationality matter - love binds forever.
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© AST Publishing House LLC, 2017
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The publisher would like to thank the literary agency Amapola Book for their assistance in acquiring the rights.
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Elchin Safarli is a volunteer of the Strong Lara Foundation for Homeless Animals. In the photo he is with Reyna. This once stray dog, paralyzed by a shot by an unknown person, now lives in the foundation. We believe that very soon the day will come when our pet will find a home.
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Now I feel more clearly the eternity of life. No one dies, and those who loved each other in one life will surely meet after. Body, name, nationality - everything will be different, but we will be attracted by a magnet: love binds forever. In the meantime, I live my life - I love and, sometimes, I get tired of love. I remember the moments, carefully keep this memory in myself, so that tomorrow or in the next life I will write about everything.
My family
Sometimes it seems to me that the whole world, all life, everything in the world has settled in me and demands: be our voice. I feel - oh, I don't know how to explain it... I feel how huge it is, and I start talking - baby talk comes out. Until what difficult task: convey a feeling, sensation in such words, on paper or aloud, so that the one who reads or listens feels or feels the same as you.
Jack London
Part I
We all once climbed out of a salty font into the light of day, for life began in the sea.
And now we can't live without her. Only now we eat salt separately and drink separately fresh water. Our lymph has the same salt composition as sea water. The sea lives in each of us, although we separated from it long ago.
And the most terrestrial man carries the sea in his blood without knowing it.
Perhaps that is why people are so drawn to look at the surf, at the endless series of waves and listen to their eternal rumble.
Victor Konetsky
1
Don't invent hell
it's winter here all year round. The sharp north wind - it often grumbles low voice, but sometimes it turns into a cry - it does not release the whitish land and its inhabitants from captivity.
Many of them have not left these lands since birth, proud of their devotion. There are those who from year to year run away from here to the other side of the ocean. Mostly brown-haired women with bright nails.
In the last five days of November, when the ocean recedes meekly, bowing its head, they - with a suitcase in one hand, with children in the other - rush to the pier, wrapped in brown cloaks. Ladies - one of those who are devoted to their homeland - through the cracks of the closed shutters, they follow the fugitives with their eyes, grinning - either out of envy, or from wisdom. “Invented hell. They devalued their land, believing that it is better where they have not yet reached.
Your mom and I are fine here. In the evenings she reads books about winds aloud. In a solemn voice, with a proud look involved in magic. At such moments, Maria reminds the leading weather forecasters.
“... The speed reaches twenty to forty meters per second. It blows constantly, covering a wide strip of the coast. As the updrafts move, the wind is observed over an increasingly large part of the lower troposphere, rising upwards for several kilometers.
On the table in front of her is a pile library books and a teapot of linden tea brewed with dried orange peel. “Why do you love this restless wind?” I ask. Returns the cup on the saucer, flips the page. "He reminds me when I was young."
When it gets dark, I hardly go outside. Sitting in our house smelling of rooibos, softened clay, and raspberry jam cookies, your favourite. We always have it, mom puts your portion in the closet: all of a sudden, like in childhood, you run out of a hot day into the kitchen for basil lemonade and cookies.
I do not like the dark time of the day and the dark water of the ocean - they oppress me with longing for you, Dost. At home, next to Maria, it’s easier for me, I’m getting closer to you.
I will not upset you, I will tell you about something else.
In the morning, before lunch, my mother works in the library. Books are the only entertainment here, everything else is almost inaccessible due to the wind, dampness and nature. local residents. There is a dance club, but few people go there.
I work in a bakery close to home, kneading dough. Manually. Amir, my companion, and I bake bread - white, rye, with olives, dried vegetables and figs. Delicious, you'd love it. We do not use yeast, only natural sourdough.
Dostu, baking bread is a feat of diligence and patience. It's not as easy as it seems from the outside. I can’t imagine myself without this case, as if I wasn’t a man of numbers.
I miss. Dad
2
We have been given so much, but we do not appreciate
I want to introduce you to those who here, sometimes without knowing it, make us better. Does it matter that we are under seventy! Life - Full time job over yourself, which you can’t entrust to anyone, and sometimes you get tired of it. But do you know what the secret is? On the road, everyone meets those who, with a kind word, silent support, a set table, help to pass part of the way easily, without loss.
Mars in the morning good mood. Today is Sunday, Maria and I are at home, we all went for a morning walk together. Dressed warmly, grabbed a thermos of tea, moved to an abandoned pier, where seagulls rest in calm weather. Mars does not scare away the birds, lies nearby and looks at them dreamily. They sewed warm clothes for him so that his belly would not catch a cold.
I asked Maria why Mars, just like a man, likes to watch birds. “They are absolutely free, at least we think so. And the birds can stay for a long time where it doesn’t matter what happened to you on earth.”
Sorry, Dostu, I started talking, I almost forgot to introduce you to Mars. Our dog is a mixture of a dachshund and a mongrel, he was taken from a shelter distrustful and intimidated. Warmed up, loved.
Him sad story. Mars spent several years in a dark closet, the inhuman owner put cruel experiments on him. The psychopath died, and the neighbors found the barely alive dog and handed it over to volunteers.
Mars cannot be left alone, especially at night, whines. There should be as many people around him as possible. I take it with me to work. There, and not only, they love Mars, even though he is a gloomy fellow.
Why do we call it Mars? Because of the fiery brown coat and a temperament as harsh as the nature of this planet. In addition, he feels good in the cold, enjoys floundering in snowdrifts. And the planet Mars is rich in deposits of water ice. Are you making a connection?
When we returned from a walk, the snow intensified, the wires were covered with white growths. Some passers-by rejoiced at the snowfall, others scolded.
Dost, how important it is not to interfere with each other to create magic, albeit a small one. Everyone has their own - on a piece of paper, in the kitchen preparing red lentil soup, in a provincial hospital or on the stage of a hushed hall.
There are also a lot of those who create magic to themselves, without words, fearing to let it out.
One should not question the talents of one's neighbor; you should not draw the curtains, preventing someone from watching how nature works its magic, carefully covering the roofs with snow.
So much is given to people for free, but we do not appreciate it, we think about paying, we demand checks, we save up for a rainy day, missing the beauty of the present.
I miss. Dad
3
Don't forget where your ship is sailing
our White House stands thirty-four paces from the ocean. It has been empty for many years, the paths to it are covered with a thick layer of ice; the chimney was clogged with sand, gull feathers, mouse droppings; the stove and walls yearned for warmth; through the frosted window panes the ocean was not readable at all.
Locals are afraid of the house, calling it "sword", which translates as "infecting with pain." “Those who settled in it fell into the prison of their own fears, went crazy.” Silly arguments did not stop us from moving into the house we fell in love with as soon as we stepped on the threshold. Perhaps for some it has become a prison, for us it has become a liberation.
Having moved, the first thing they did was to melt the stove, make tea, and in the morning they repainted the walls that had warmed up during the night. Mom chose the color Starlight Night”, something between lavender and violet. We liked it, we didn't even hang pictures on the walls.
But the shelves in the living room are filled with children's books that we read with you, Dostu.
Remember, your mother told you: “If everything is awry, take it in your hands good book She will help."
From a distance, our house merges with the snow. In the morning, from the top of the hill, only the endless whiteness, the greenish ocean water and the brown marks of the rusty sides of Ozgur, are visible. This is our friend, get acquainted, I put his photo in an envelope.
To an outsider, it's an aged fishing boat. For us, the one who reminded us how important it is to accept change with dignity. Once Ozgur shone on mighty waves, scattering nets, now, tired and humble, he lives on dry land. He is glad that he is alive and can, at least from a distance, see the ocean.
In Ozgur's cabin, I found a dilapidated logbook, scribbled with amusing thoughts in the local dialect. It is not known who owns the records, but I decided that this is how Ozgur talks to us.
Yesterday I asked Ozgur if he believes in predestination. On the third page of the magazine, I received the answer: "We are not given the will to manage time, but only we decide what and how to fill it."
Last year, municipality officials wanted to send Ozgur for scrap. If not for Maria, the longboat would have perished. She dragged him to our site.
Dostu, the past and the future are not as important as the present. This world is like a ritual dance of the Sema Sufis: one hand is turned with its palm to the sky, accepts a blessing, the other - to the earth, shares what it has received.
Remain silent when everyone is talking, speak when your words are about love, even through tears. Learn to forgive those around you, so you will find the way to forgive yourself. Do not fuss, but do not forget where your ship is sailing. Maybe he lost his course?
I miss. Dad
4
Life is just a journey. enjoy
when we drove up to this city with suitcases, a blizzard covered the only road to it. Fierce, blinding, thick white. I can not see anything. The pine trees that stood on the side of the road in gusts of wind whipped the car, which was already rocking dangerously.
The day before the move, we looked at the weather report: no hint of a storm. It started as suddenly as it stopped. But in those moments it seemed that there would be no end to it.
Maria offered to return. “This is a sign that now is not the time to go. Turn around!" Normally resolute and calm, Mom suddenly panicked.
I almost gave up, but I remembered what would be behind the obstacle: the white house I loved, the ocean with immense waves, the aroma of warm bread on a linden board, Van Gogh's Tulip Field in a frame on the fireplace, the muzzle of Mars waiting for us in the shelter, and there is still a lot of beauty, - and pressed the gas pedal. Forward.
If we went back then, we would have missed a lot. These letters would not exist. It is fear (and not evil, as is often believed) that prevents love from unfolding. Just as a magical gift can become a curse, fear brings destruction if not learned to control it.
Dostu, how interesting to take life lessons when the age is far from young. The great ignorance of man lies in his belief that he has felt and experienced everything. This (and not wrinkles and gray hair) is real old age and death.
We have a friend, psychologist Jean, we met in a shelter. We took Mars, and he took a tailless red cat. Recently, Jean asked people if they are satisfied with their lives. Most answered positively. Then Jean asked the following question: “Do you want to live as you live for another two hundred years?” Respondents twisted their faces.
People get tired of themselves, albeit joyful ones. Do you know why? They always expect something in return - from circumstances, faith, deeds, loved ones. “It's just the way. Enjoy,” Jean smiles and invites us to his onion soup. Made an appointment for next Sunday. Are you with us?
I miss. Dad
5
We all really need each other
The onion soup was a success. It was interesting to follow the cooking, especially the moment when Jean put the garlic-rubbed croutons into pots of soup, sprinkled them with Gruyère and into the oven. After a couple of minutes we were enjoying the soupe ? l "oignon. Washed down with white wine.
We have wanted to try onion soup for a long time, but somehow never got around to it. It was hard to believe that it was delicious: memories of school broth with coarsely chopped boiled onions did not cause appetite.
“In my opinion, the French themselves have forgotten how to cook a classic soupe? l "oignon, and they constantly come up with new recipes, one is tastier than the other. In fact, the main thing in it is the caramelization of onions, which will turn out if you take sweet varieties. Adding sugar is an extreme! And, of course, it is important with whom you share a meal. The French don't eat onion soup alone. 'It's too warm and cozy for that,' said my Isabelle."
That was the name of Jean's grandmother. He was a boy when his parents died in a car accident, he was raised by Isabelle. This was a wise woman. On her birthday, Jean cooks onion soup, gathers friends, remembers his childhood with a smile.
Jean is from Barbizon, a city in northern France where artists from all over the world came to paint landscapes, including Monet.
“Isabelle taught me to love people and help those who are not like everyone else. Maybe because such people in our then still village stood out for a thousand inhabitants, and it was too hard for them. Isabelle explained to me that the “normals” are fiction, beneficial to those in power, as they supposedly demonstrate our insignificance and inconsistency with a fictitious ideal. People who consider themselves defective are easier to manage ... Isabelle escorted me to school with the words: “I hope that today you will meet yourself unique.”
…It was magical evening, Dostu. The space around us was filled with wonderful stories, mouth-watering aromas, new flavors. We sat at a laid table, the radio sang “Life is beautiful” in the voice of Tony Bennett; overeaten Mars and red-haired quiet Mathis sniffled at the feet. We were filled with bright peace - life goes on.
Jean remembered Isabelle, Maria and I - our grandparents. Mentally thanked them and asked for forgiveness. For the fact that, growing up, they needed their care less and less. And they still loved, waited.
Dostu, in this strange world we all really need each other.
I miss. Dad
6
Our only job is to love life
you probably have deja vu. Jean explains these flashes by reincarnation: the immortal soul in a new incarnation remembers what it felt in the previous body. “So the Universe suggests that one should not be afraid of earthly death, life is eternal.” It's hard to believe it.
Behind recent years twenty deja vu never happened to me. But yesterday I felt how exactly the moment of my youth was repeated. A storm broke out in the evening, and Amir and I finished things earlier than usual: he made the dough for morning bread, I stewed apples and cinnamon for puffs. A novelty of our bakery, loved by customers. Puff pastry cooks quickly, so usually in the evening we only make the filling.
By seven the bakery was closed.
Thoughtfully, I walked home along the raging ocean. Suddenly, a prickly blizzard whipped across his face. Defensively, I closed my eyes and was suddenly transported to a memory of fifty years ago.
I'm eighteen. War. Our battalion defends the border on a mountain with a ridge seventy kilometers long. Minus twenty. After the night offensive, there were few of us left. Despite being wounded in my right shoulder, I cannot leave my post. The food is over, the water is running out, the order is to wait for the morning. Reinforcements are on the way. At any moment, the enemy can mow down the remnants of the battalion.
Frozen and exhausted, at times almost losing consciousness from pain, I stood at the post. The storm was raging, not abating, whipping me from all sides.
Dostu, then for the first time I knew despair. Slowly, inevitably, it takes possession of you from the inside, and you cannot resist it. At such moments, one cannot even concentrate on prayer. Waiting. Salvation or end.
Do you know what held me back then? Story from childhood. Hiding under the table at one of the adult gatherings, I heard it from Anna's grandmother. Working as a nurse, she survived the siege of Leningrad.
Grandmother recalled how once, during a long shelling, a cook in a bomb shelter was cooking soup on a burner. From what they could collect: someone gave a potato, someone an onion, someone a handful of cereals from pre-war stocks. When it was almost ready, she took off the lid, tasted it, salted it, put the lid back on: “Five more minutes, and you’re done!” Exhausted people stood in line for stew.
But they couldn't eat that soup. It turned out that laundry soap got into it: the cook did not notice how it stuck to the lid when she put it on the table. The food was spoiled. The cook burst into tears. No one stuttered, no one reproached, no one looked reproachfully. In the most difficult circumstances, people did not lose their humanity.
Then, at the post, I again and again recalled this story, told by Anna's voice. Survived. Morning came, help arrived. I was taken to the hospital.
Dost, it is not given to a person to fully know life, no matter how hard he tries. It seems to us that we understand what, how and why it works. But every new day its serpentines and denouements prove the opposite - we are always at the desk. And the only task is to love life.
I miss. Dad
7
I will wait for you as long as it takes
When I met your mother, she was married. She is twenty-seven, I am thirty-two. He immediately confessed his feelings to her. "I'll wait for you as long as it takes." He continued to come to the library where she worked, took books, but that was all. I waited for Maria for four years, although she did not promise that she would come.
Later I found out: she thought I would cool down, switch to another. But I was adamant. This is not love at first sight, but the moment when you see a person and understand: here he is - the one. From the very first time we met, I decided that this brown-haired girl would be my wife. And so it happened.
I was waiting for her myself, but I did not expect anything from her. Not that she will give birth to children for me and fill the house with comfort; nor one that continues on the road that brought us together. Deep confidence that we will be together under any circumstances, swept away all doubts.
Meeting with Mary is the absence of hesitation even when it seemed that there was no hope.
I knew that our lives would intersect, I did not stop believing in it, although there were plenty of reasons to doubt it.
Everyone deserves a meeting with his person, but not everyone has it. Some do not allow the will to grow stronger and lose faith, while others, disappointed, notice only bad experience the past, and someone does not wait at all, being content with what is.
Your birth has strengthened my bond with Maria. It was another gift from Destiny. We were so passionate about each other and work (love is a wonderful combination of friendship and passion) that the thought of a child did not occur to us. And suddenly life sent us a miracle. You. Our souls and bodies united, merged into one whole, and the path became common. We tried our best to love, to protect you, but there were some mistakes.
I remember how Maria, rocking you, was worried: “Everything changes so quickly in her that I dream of stopping time like never before.” Nothing gave us greater happiness than to see how you, sleepy baby, open your eyes, look at us and smile at the fact that we are your dad and mom.
Dostu, the barriers to happiness are an illusion of the subconscious, fears are empty worries, and a dream is our present. She is reality.
I miss. Dad
8
Madness is half wisdom, wisdom is half madness
Until recently, Umid, a good-natured rebel boy, worked in our bakery. He delivered baked goods from house to house. Clients loved him especially older generation. He was helpful, although he rarely smiled. Umid reminded me of twenty years old - a volcano of internal protest, is about to break out.
Umid was brought up in a Catholic school and dreamed of becoming a priest. At the time of growing up, he dropped out of school, left home. "Many believers pretend to be someone they are not."
The day before yesterday, Umid announced that he was resigning. Moves.
“I don’t want to live in this damn city. Tired of calling its ugliness uniqueness, and the hypocrisy of society - a property of the mentality. You, the visitors, do not see how rotten everything is here. And eternal winter is not a feature geographical location, but damn. Look at our government, all they do is talk about love for the motherland. If they started talking about patriotism, then they were stealing. But we ourselves are to blame: when they elected themselves, we were sitting at the TV with popcorn.”
Amir persuaded Umid to think carefully, I remained silent. I remember myself as a teenager very well - nothing could stop me. Impulsive decisions helped move things forward.
Dostu, did you know that my grandfather Barysh was a teacher at a theological seminary? We talked about God more than once. I felt a higher power over me, but religious dogmas aroused rejection in me.
Once, excited by Barysh's calm reaction to another school injustice, I blurted out: “Grandfather, nonsense, that everything is always on time! Our will determines too much. There is no miracle, no predestination. Everything is only will.
Elchin Safarli
When I return, be at home
Sorry, Dostu, I started talking, I almost forgot to introduce you to Mars. Our dog is a mixture of a dachshund and a mongrel, he was taken from a shelter distrustful and intimidated. Warmed up, loved.He has a sad story. Mars spent several years in a dark closet, the inhuman owner put cruel experiments on him. The psychopath died, and the neighbors found the barely alive dog and handed it over to volunteers.
Mars cannot be left alone, especially at night, whines. There should be as many people around him as possible. I take it with me to work. There, and not only, they love Mars, even though he is a gloomy fellow.
Why do we call it Mars? Because of the fiery brown coat and a temperament as harsh as the nature of this planet. In addition, he feels good in the cold, enjoys floundering in snowdrifts. And the planet Mars is rich in deposits of water ice. Are you making a connection?
When we returned from a walk, the snow intensified, the wires were covered with white growths. Some passers-by rejoiced at the snowfall, others scolded.
Dost, how important it is not to interfere with each other to create magic, albeit a small one. Everyone has their own - on a piece of paper, in the kitchen preparing red lentil soup, in a provincial hospital or on the stage of a hushed hall.
There are also a lot of those who create magic to themselves, without words, fearing to let it out.
One should not question the talents of one's neighbor; you should not draw the curtains, preventing someone from watching how nature works its magic, carefully covering the roofs with snow.
So much is given to people for free, but we do not appreciate it, we think about paying, we demand checks, we save up for a rainy day, missing the beauty of the present.
I miss. Dad
Don't forget where your ship is sailing
Our white house is thirty-four paces from the ocean. It has been empty for many years, the paths to it are covered with a thick layer of ice; the chimney was clogged with sand, gull feathers, mouse droppings; the stove and walls yearned for warmth; through the frosted window panes the ocean was not readable at all.
Locals are afraid of the house, calling it "sword", which translates as "infecting with pain." “Those who settled in it fell into the prison of their own fears, went crazy.” Silly arguments did not stop us from moving into the house we fell in love with as soon as we stepped on the threshold. Perhaps for some it has become a prison, for us it has become a liberation.
Having moved, the first thing they did was to melt the stove, make tea, and in the morning they repainted the walls that had warmed up during the night. Mom chose the color "starry night", something between lavender and violet. We liked it, we didn't even hang pictures on the walls.
But the shelves in the living room are filled with children's books that we read with you, Dostu.
Remember, your mother told you: “If everything goes wrong, pick up a good book, it will help.”
From a distance, our house merges with the snow. In the morning, from the top of the hill, only the endless whiteness, the greenish ocean water and the brown marks of the rusty sides of Ozgur, are visible. This is our friend, get acquainted, I put his photo in an envelope.
To an outsider, it's an aged fishing boat. For us, the one who reminded us how important it is to accept change with dignity. Once Ozgur shone on mighty waves, scattering nets, now, tired and humble, he lives on dry land. He is glad that he is alive and can, at least from a distance, see the ocean.
In Ozgur's cabin, I found an old logbook filled with amusing thoughts in the local dialect. It is not known who owns the records, but I decided that this is how Ozgur talks to us.
Yesterday I asked Ozgur if he believes in predestination. On the third page of the magazine, I received the answer: "We are not given the will to manage time, but only we decide what and how to fill it."
Last year, municipality officials wanted to send Ozgur for scrap. If not for Maria, the longboat would have perished. She dragged him to our site.
Dostu, the past and the future are not as important as the present. This world is like a ritual dance of the Sema Sufis: one hand is turned with its palm to the sky, accepts a blessing, the other - to the earth, shares what it has received.
Remain silent when everyone is talking, speak when your words are about love, even through tears. Learn to forgive those around you, so you will find the way to forgive yourself. Do not fuss, but do not forget where your ship is sailing. Maybe he lost his course?
I miss. Dad
Life is just a journey. enjoy
When we drove up to this city with suitcases, a blizzard covered the only road to it. Fierce, blinding, thick white. I can not see anything. The pine trees that stood on the side of the road in gusts of wind whipped the car, which was already rocking dangerously.
The day before the move, we looked at the weather report: no hint of a storm. It started as suddenly as it stopped. But in those moments it seemed that there would be no end to it.
Maria offered to return. “This is a sign that now is not the time to go. Turn around!" Normally resolute and calm, Mom suddenly panicked.
I almost gave up, but I remembered what would be behind the obstacle: the white house I loved, the ocean with immense waves, the aroma of warm bread on a linden board, Van Gogh's Tulip Field in a frame on the fireplace, the muzzle of Mars waiting for us in the shelter, and there is still a lot of beauty, - and pressed the gas pedal. Forward.
If we went back then, we would have missed a lot. These letters would not exist. It is fear (and not evil, as is often believed) that prevents love from unfolding. Just as a magical gift can become a curse, fear brings destruction if not learned to control it.
Dost, how interesting it is to take life lessons when the age is far from young. The great ignorance of man lies in his belief that he has felt and experienced everything. This (and not wrinkles and gray hair) is real old age and death.
We have a friend, psychologist Jean, we met in a shelter. We took Mars, and he took a tailless red cat. Recently, Jean asked people if they are satisfied with their lives. Most answered positively. Then Jean asked the following question: “Do you want to live as you live for another two hundred years?” Respondents twisted their faces.
People get tired of themselves, albeit joyful ones. Do you know why? They always expect something in return - from circumstances, faith, deeds, loved ones. “It's just the way. Enjoy,” Jean smiles and invites us to his onion soup. Made an appointment for next Sunday. Are you with us?
I miss. Dad
We all really need each other
The onion soup was a success. It was interesting to follow the cooking, especially the moment when Jean put the garlic-rubbed croutons into pots of soup, sprinkled them with Gruyère and into the oven. After a couple of minutes we were enjoying the soupe ? l "oignon. Washed down with white wine.
We have wanted to try onion soup for a long time, but somehow never got around to it. It was hard to believe that it was delicious: memories of school broth with coarsely chopped boiled onions did not cause appetite.
“In my opinion, the French themselves have forgotten how to cook a classic soupe? l "oignon, and they constantly come up with new recipes, one is tastier than the other. In fact, the main thing in it is the caramelization of onions, which will turn out if you take sweet varieties. Adding sugar is an extreme! And, of course, it is important with whom you share a meal. The French don't eat onion soup alone. 'It's too warm and cozy for that,' said my Isabelle."
That was the name of Jean's grandmother. He was a boy when his parents died in a car accident, he was raised by Isabelle. This was a wise woman. On her birthday, Jean cooks onion soup, gathers friends, remembers his childhood with a smile.
Jean is from Barbizon, a city in northern France where artists from all over the world came to paint landscapes, including Monet.
“Isabelle taught me to love people and help those who are not like everyone else. Maybe because such people in our then still village stood out for a thousand inhabitants, and it was too hard for them. Isabelle explained to me that the “normals” are fiction, beneficial to those in power, as they supposedly demonstrate our insignificance and inconsistency with a fictitious ideal. People who consider themselves defective are easier to manage ... Isabelle escorted me to school with the words: “I hope that today you will meet yourself unique.”
…It was a magical evening, Dostu. The space around us was filled with wonderful stories, mouth-watering aromas, new flavors. We sat at a laid table, the radio sang “Life is beautiful” in the voice of Tony Bennett; overeaten Mars and red-haired quiet Mathis sniffled at the feet. We were filled with bright peace - life goes on.
Jean remembered Isabelle, Maria and I - our grandparents. Mentally thanked them and asked for forgiveness. For the fact that, growing up, they needed their care less and less. And they still loved, waited.
Dost, in this strange world we all really need each other.
